Despair is such a slippery slope, no? It's strange though, to know that behind everything one can say to you, there is an alterior motive. However, believe me when I say this; You are a unique and gifted poet. You have an incredible ability to take that pain and turn the words into moving beauty. Your words can touch the hearts of those who aren't strong enough to stand on their own. Just know, there are people who are always willing to lend an ear, people who are willing to help as best they can. Great write, the poem provides emotion that the reader can tap into and experience. 5/5 Hands down.