I'm really sorry about your dad!
Hope things are better for you in the future
If you need anything you know how to get a hold of me.

I know the feeling you're feeling... My dad took his own life March 11th this year.. and that's been the hardest thing for me and my siblings... there are 5 of us and a nephew all living together.. and my mom has to take car of us all... He was only 45.. he was far to young to leave us... I give you my deepest sympathy and condolences.