I enjoyed reading this and I enjoyed the meaning behind it as well. I would give a few grammar and spelling suggestions though. If you dont mind. :)
"Your warm body next to mines" -drop the s on mine.
"As we layd there i could hear" -laid not layd.
"truth is i had realize" - a comma between is and I, and realized instead of realize.
Another thing, I would capitalize all the I's. other than that, well written and well expressed. I enjoyed it. :)