i lvoe your poems, they are all great, you are now one of my faves on here, i've been there done that and i know how hard it is, i still can't stand the thought of living for another day, but i figure if i don't think about it and just take everything second by second maybe i can get through and get out of here with maybe just a few bruises but my life still in tact, love the poetry keep em coming, stay true to yourself, love nikki, read my poems "choke" and "xxxxxxxxxx"