So sad, I feel the sadness in each word, you can feel as though it was something you actually lived. It's hard to say for a fact as I don't know you, but I feel as though you either had a dream or you are living this now.

I really hope that everything is alright with you and this is just your way of venting.

It's a wonderful write, and I really enjoyed it. You're fiance is a very lucky man to have someone so gifted with the way of words.

Wonderful job.

Regards,
Shaun aka Dark Savior.