"Oh so lovely, what a beautiful smile,
What a beautiful complexion of a boy.
Love mixed with complex tenderness,
Baby, just touch".

I think this stanza could be better. The start of a poem should always caught the reader eyes. Also could i think the word "complexion' uses in line one and two turns it off.

"On some days my eyes hold a darkness,
full of a deep mystery that some fail to solve.
Yet suddenly, I feel hands reaching,
and I sense eyes searching through the unfound.
You see me. What happened to my darkness?
It's the same for the second stanza. It seems it was forced." I feel hands reaching, and i sense eyes"....

"Muscles are indescribably tense.
This heart is constantly racing.
Thoughts aren't making sense.
Hands shake in disappointment.
And as you tell me to slow down...
I do". This is brilliant. You creates a vivid image.

"Vulnerability is thrown out the window,
There's no need for such nonsense in here.
I've finally seen my sunshine in this darkness,
As I peek out of these windows that held me in". Well it's good when we can finally see a light through the darkness. It tell there is hope.
-Light-

"The light of a lover followed me;
Sunshine swims in every dark space.
You followed me through the troubles,
And you followed me through the dark".
A great poem although i feel you rush it a bit. It merits 4.5/5