Somedays i don't want to get out of that bed. because each day is a fight. fighting against what other people think, rumors, judgment, critisism. it never ends... the numbness will come next. then all you want to do is be normal and feel like everyone else, so you put on a mask to fool others to think you're okay.

they say all great artists suffer for their art. and that is what every day is.

sorry about my rant, but that is what i thought about right after i finished reading this.

even though you feel alone, i feel it too. and so do a lot of people here on this site. so you are never alone or misunderstood to us.

Thank you sooo much! =]

and yeah it is a fight...a battle everyday! but yes suffering creates beauty most of the time!