Wow, you really blew me away with this one. Profoundly sad, my eyes started watering after finishing the second time (yes, read it twice).
The feeling of not being worthy of someone else, even understanding as they quickly lose interest in you because - how could you be good enough?
Sad. It's a sad feeling and I can relate to it unfortunately.

10/5 if I could.

Very tight.well done.its funny how loss brings with it meditations on impermanance