I liked reading this. it's very sad and painful but beautiful at the same time. "If only I had died in my sleep, so I could get past this suffering." i liked that part the best. it would seem so much easier to die in your sleep than have to suffer through the pain. great job! :) please read my latest on "change"?

This is very dark and intense. The fact that details of the incident aren't revealed give it an added element of mystery, well written.