I feel a similar way with my dad. im sorry for your troubles. hopefully it will get better as you get older. :(

i have a few suggestions for improvement.
I always tried I never stopped
^I'VE always tried, I never stopped^

I wantED all your problems to be solved

Yet I try to please and you yell at me!
^Yet I try to please YOU, BUT you yell at me!^

What do you enjoy causing me pain?
^What? Do you enjoy--...^
or
^WHY do you enjoy-...^

your the reason for who I am and hate that I am
^YOU'RE the reason for who I am, and hate WHO I am^

i hope some of those suggestions help. and i hope you feel better soon. thanks for sharing <3
~Kuro