How dark and deep this was.. wow. Really depressing. I sure hope you don't feel this severely terrible. But sometimes venting is the cure to our pain, I hope this helped you .

I have to agree with Temps, I really hope this is not how you are feeling. It does help to vent but it doesn't always work.

Nik
Wow.....I'm glad I'm not a teenager in todays society. So many things have changed. I'm also glad I'm not rasing a child in this time. Growing up is so hard. There are so many things we don't understand. Years from now all your feelings will have changed. I do know writing your feelings does help. It has lifted me out of some very dark places.
Take care of yourself.
*hugs
Cindy

This is a beautiful/powerful/emotional/sad piece
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