Wow! I've been like that too but wow! I'm only shocked that you want to kill yourself b/c of another person. Whatever you do, she'll still be enjoying her life; I'm not saying do anything to hurt ANYONE. But there's a wonderful world out there that you will never see b/c you're blinded by darkness. I've walked through it and let it conquer me, and I have to say that it was the most horrible experience of my life (living in darkness) It's all a lie, and that anger and pain will never go away until you release it. There's bigger and better things out there, but you can't get them alone or at the rate that you're going. There is one who can pull you out of this mess for good and show what true light is. His name is Jesus Christ, and He's always ready to help anyone who's willing.

I can really relate to this poem a lot i don't even like hearing the word suicide it's a scary word very emotional poem really deep and sad i can feel this poem a lot