This is really good. I know exactly how you felt, it breaks your heart when the person you love wants to give up, when all you wanted for them was to be happy.

Thank you!
I know, it's hard, very hard.
but I'm very thankful he didn't do anything stupid.

EXCELLENT!!!
I love the powerful message within this poem. Well expressed emotion. Beauty and sadness all wrapped into one piece. (:

Just a few things...

'secconds' -- second
'finially -- finally
'loosing' -- losing
'besstest' -- bestest

I know similarly how it feels for someone close to you to want to commit suicide... my mum attempted it twice earlier this year and a friend (not a close one, but...) commited it last year. It's not a good to be the one left behind or left to clean up the mess. You did a really great thing in helping your friend, and I'm sure she will never forget it.

Thank you so much ! :)
I know, I have alot of spelling mistakes.
But sometimes, I put extra letters, it's a habit.

awe, im so sorry ! :(
Hopefully your mum gets help, and doesn't do anything stupid.
& i'm sorry for your loss. :(

& thank you again !!