Wow, so much love. I lost my gf but she cut herself. I know what this pain is like, if you'd like to talk shoot me a message. Good poems love is a killer.

I enjoy these kinds of writes, I can relate to it so well, the only criticism I can offer is your use of "I" so often throughout the piece. You don't actually need all of them and it would clean up the lines a bit. Other than that, nice work.

That was so beautiful