Lot of emotion in this, rage and being fed up. I think you've written this just as some men feel at times

I admire the honesty you put out here, for me it feels like a venting poem, one in which the language is the release of pent up emotions. A vivd portrayal of a grim subject but the dispair is never that great as to overcome the miracle of a son.

Awww, I know exactly how this feels. How sad to be in such a situation.