This has to be the most well thought out FEELING I have ever read! I lost my Sister to suicide, and I feel the same way about her. I am so sorry for your loss.

Just keep going back to this, is so real! So raw!

Thank you so much!
He passed at the age of 43, heart attack. very sudden. it still kills me, every f'ing day.

Thank you so much!
He passed at the age of 43, heart attack. very sudden. it still kills me, every f'ing day.

Such true expression, I lost my mother to cancer age 34, time will help heal the wounds, though the scars will be in our hearts till God brings us home too!! Great poem!!!! "Heaven holds the faithful departed"