This is actually very sad but written in love.
It's hard not to know for sure what someone else is thinking or doing. You penned the all mighty question "is it real" though worded more delicately.
Always have hope, erase fears of "what if". Only time gives the right answers.

Have faith
Nicely done, with feelings of absolute wonder

I love this poem, in a way thats exactly how i feel right now sadly. nice job ^_^