This one's are my favorite stanzas of your poem.

" The angels are still here,
I have grown older,
I know of the world now,
All this possible for the lord demanded so,

I can not tell where they are,
But i can feel them in my heart,
For the lord demanded so,
I give so much love,"

Indeed, you are right. The angels are still here watching us and guiding us.. and we don't know exactly where they are but we can feel them in our hearts and that's simply beautiful. And it somehow gives me a sense of protection. :)