Dont kill yourself......i mean what if you go to hell? im here if you need to talk to someone

Suicide never solves anything.. No matter how messed up you think your life is, never turn to suicide or self-harm. It does nothing but worsen the problem. If this is a vent, it's good to let all those pain out, but don't turn to the knife, turn to God instead..
Keep your head high and keep writing.
-X

Thanks....im too afraid too...its not gonna happen....i just write all of this to get it all out...its
just seeming like god isnt there....like he isnt even listenening....im so lost and alone and i feel like i dont belong anywhere....any advice?????? Help!!!!!!!!!! I dont know how much more i can take!