When we are troubled, feeling hopeless
enduring much pain, that's when we realize
who our true friends are. They need us, they want to be around us, and they will do their best to keep us around.
Very deep

Cathy, simply lovely what you wrote!
Don't ever, ever think of anything like that again, you ARE needed in this world.
I need your poems for a start also, and I'm sure the rest of us all do as well!
We are Writers, a special breed of people, don't forget that.
Any boy simply isn't worth ending a life for,
and looking back, I'm sure you smile now as you wonder what was in your mind to even think of doing such a silly thing!
I know my daughter does now after her suicide
attempt. Lucky I found her just in time.
You have a gift of words, so don't ever, ever think of throwing it away. You are too precious..

Heartbreak is the worst :( I feel for you. stay strong.