Awesome darkness dear Yaki :) but oh so sad too. Long but strong. Loved the entire thing but esp. these stanzas:

most little girls often
wish for superpowers
and I, I always wished
to be invisible

they wanted to climb
mountains to see great views
and I wanted to throw
myself from them

they wanted the ocean
to bathe in salty water,
and I wanted to drown
myself in it

^^^^^ I wanted to cry after reading these...

The whole poem is really great, why has no one else commented? Hmm I feel special lol
Lostlove

Your writes always make me tear.................................... super beautiful