I wrote this for a guy that I've had a crush on since sixth grade. Have any of you ever liked someone so much for so long that it hurts you to be away from them, but it hurts even more to be with them because you know you don't have even the slightest chance with them. The first half of the rascal flatts song pieces explains how I feel perfectly. Actually, I can relate to almost all of their songs. You should look them up.

Aw, Katherine! I think you should tell him next summer. (Will you see him much before then?) But I will look up the song! Keep writing!
~Shades of Gray