I can relate to this poem as unfortunetally it happened to me at eleven i have some of this poetry of my own but these poems come with a very high price on your sanity because it's unfortunate that their are people who get their filthy pleasure from a childs pain i blocked mine out for yrs but in my late 20s it came flooding back now i am 51 and it doesn't get easier sadly i say.

and i feel this pain everyday and i am sorry it happen to you and many others in our twisted world

Very sad and painful to hear, yet more disturbing to know that you experience something so horrific. I hope you are ok and many can relate to your pains.

Take care

I am sorry about what happened to you :( i hope you are okay and doing well. I know it is hard to overcome, but you will get through :)