This poem slapped me, Im soooo touched wit it. I tried imagining what this poem was moving around, but I couldnt. No one can imagine how hard rhis is without being there..
You are a really strong women.
This is perfectly written, great job:)

Oh maple, I believe this to be one of your deepest saddest poems :(

You write about such a helpless situation in which you feel trapped and like you have no control over it but so badly want to change it and make it better. I wish I could do that for you.

I t is also heart breaking to read your ending line, that all you wanted was a cuddle and yet you felt no comfort other than to turn to your pen to write this poem.

Your emotions here are penned very powerfully and drew me in to where I could both relate to them and make me want to comfort you :(

All I can do is tell you that you can keep on writing and I will keep on reading, sending hugs.

xx