So much pain in your words, I can't even imagine the hardships that you go through in your life.

"Beating up on your granddaughter? Trust me you'll regret it later".
Powerful. People like that get what's coming to them, regardless if they are kin. Just keep throwing your feelings in your poems, its a good medicine.

I don't know if I should say thank you since it's a depressing poem :P. I agree that putting feelings in poems is medicine. :)