Jen, I know that you are strong, and that Connor means so much to you, it is because of him, that you fight, that you'll succeed, that you will be able to hold him, and he'll know, he knows, you love him.

This poem, the hope here, the strength, shows exactly how strong you are, and how much you are willing to overcome to get back what you deserve, to be a mother.

The emotion in this piece, was overwhelming, your fears, and those demons, the fight and the win, it's all there.

Much love,
xx

While reading this, I assumed it was about a lover, yearning for a time when you two can reunite... but then getting to the ending and realizing you are talking about your child, absolutely heartbreaking.

This poem shows how much strength and fight you have in you... that you will battle your demons in every obstacle just to be able to have them back in your arms. This poem alone shows alone that you are a good mother, that even you will give them up for the time being just so you can fight your demons and can have a better future with them.

This poem shows a lot of hope and promise...a promise not only to your child but to yourself. I hope things all work out for you. <3