Its very interesting how you used the title here. Heres what I think.

You want to show this person how much you love them but you hurt in the process. You want to show them the good and bad side of you and hope they love you no matter what. You want them to stay and you would do anything to make them do so. Its hard for you to trust anyone including the one you love. You fear they will not love the real you and they will leave no matter what you do. But I love that you put yourself outtthere and make yourself fragile in this poem. You really show what love really does. The dark and light side.

Again you want to tell this person everything about you and I love how you brought it up. In my mind you want to tell this person you love about the thing that is holding you down. I love how you leave it vague and no one really knows what is holding you down. I like the ending as well. You have fallen in love with this person and you fear or know they will leave you so you try a kiss. But I am thinking they might have already left you and this is goodbye? Its unclear but I love that. You don't really know what will happen. Excellent! ! 5