You have your life to lose and that is something you shouldn't take for granted at all. If you can't write thats ok too because everyone gets writers block. Life is worth trying being positive is too. You can always lose your feelings and have a positive attitude when life gets you down. I know inside you are stronger than you know and you have doubts. You need to look up and around to see the beautiful world the God created. Writing is hard when you have doubts. Anything can inspire you and I can help you if you need ideas or want to write. Stay strong though. 5/5