The details here are so well done. This is very sad poem as I feel like people can relate sadly. I am a faller of addiction and it really is like this everyday. It's a vicious circle of darkness and no light. It's in your head everyday and it's sad really sad as people don't or can't find the power. You have done such a great job though. I like the line I look for my friend. Addiction when you have fallen this far is your friend. The friend of loneliness also creeps in as you start to lose everyone around you. This is so strong but so very well written.