"I'm not going to lie
I am scared and weak
But even my internal prison
Is more comforting to me"

That's deep. Trying to picture the mind as your own prison. Good poem I like it.

Thank you for the feedback! I started writing these poems to get out the hurt/pain/sadness caused by the person that I am "writing to" in hopes that someday he will see how much I hold in to be his everything...if that makes sense...so they are more like journal entries and I was hesitant of putting them on here because of that. The positive feedback is kind of validation that is lacking when he doesn't want to look past his own world...so truly, thank you.
Someday I will give him my book of "letters to you" so he will fully understand the words I fail to say to keep him happy.