I find this deeply describing the feeling of what it is like to lose someone so close to you, I've had a situation in my life where for the first time, I actually almost cried over relationship matters. I was up until 11:00pm laying in the dark on my bed, when I began writing about it in the notes section of my phone. I wrote a lot until I remembered a site I had stumbled upon a few weeks ago, so I mad an account and posted on it. "Why didn't they listen?" Is the story. This story I can relate to definitely.
Thank you for taking the time to read. I am sorry for your loss and can only hope that things are better now. You are right I did write this to honor my husband whom I just recently lost. I appreciate your comments.