In all the poems I've read on here, I don't think I've ever read one with this much self-honesty. It really sucks when we wake up one day and realize that we hate ourselves for putting ourselves in the situation that we're having to live through. I guess I just can really relate to this myself.

I am the product of my own paranoia,

Yeah, man, tell me about it! Dx

Anyways this was very sad, devastating really but I really liked this! Thanks for sharing (: