Great poem for your first time back in many years! I thoroughly enjoyed it. Great rhyming, too!

Be sure to check out the stanza
"I once could walk on water
Crossing one ocean to the next
I made a difference in the worl
I created worldly effects"

I'm pretty sure you meant WORLD instead of WORL.

Otherwise, great job!

I really like this, I think a lot of people can relate to this. My favorite is the second stanza, you are really getting your point across of not being heard and just wishing someone would reach out to you and give you some help.

A warm welcome to P&Qs.
This is a excellent piece full of emotion.
Em