Again I am left speechless... You're words truly move me always, no matter what they're about

I'm sorry I missed this. I know how disheartening it can be to pour your heart out, like you've done here and receive no comments. I tend to leave a comment and generally find others return the favour. If you ever want a comment, you can always contact me.

You begin this with 'bankrupt eyes' this possibly speaks of eyes that have seen more than they should. They yearn to see what they no longer can,
perhaps? I like the smoking reference, much like a trailing thought as the smoke drifts away with any chance of happiness.

Nice write and take care.