The depth of this poem is a remarkable feat. Normally i find titles to be whatever, but yours intrigued me because it was almost asking a question without actually asking one so in turn there is so much depth yo even the title which is not easily done.

The first thing my keen eye noticed is the questions you asked. Again i feel like there are two personalities within the poem here and they could be both about one person. It is almost as if the person is making a happier statement but then pulling back and they question themselves and th he action beforehand.

Most of it relates to the past and present. The first reaction here is to say it is about a past relationship BUT I'm going to go for the less obvious in saying that this is about the author or character you created. They ate lost in their thoughts and memories and flashbacks. Feeling lonely.