Wow...
This poem is really emotionally charged and powerful.
I can feel the anguish and hurt through the words you write.
You penned a very strong poem that is relatable and leaves one feeling mournful for you and the battle you are going through.
Depression is hell - a war constantly being waged and you gave the reader a true insight into this fight you battle with.
Life is a waking and living nightmare or so it sounds like.
The words and imagery you used really gave life to this poem.
You have true talent.
I hope you're doing okay.
Welcome to P&Q...
Keep it up.