Belong to yourself in?....This does not make any sense in sentence structure or flow of written/spoken English, correct coherent English, that is.
And to be frank nor does the rest of your poem. It's a mish mash of eclectic poetry.
And what does Ritul mean? Surely you mean the word Ritual.
And this was selected, viewed, chosen and won. Ye Gods!
Those are my honest thoughts regarding this poem.
Anyway, salutations to you.