Wow eirisa! I'm lost for words! I honostly don't know what to say!...I feel so bad for you... I want to be able to comfort you so much! I hate the situations your in....Such a beautiflu person as yourself deserves the best not the worst,...They especially deserve a good person in their life and for your man not to be there i bet hurts so much...I know if you try hard enough the two of you will be ok! I believe in the BOTH of you all though i don't know him! If you need ANYTHING i'm here! I loved this poem..Showed so much emotion! I loved it...And i love you!! Great Job!! Love ya lil sis, Chelsey~!