I'm really sorry about your predicament:-(... Your poem was really good though

very interesting

Wow... very touching...another one I can relate to... I see you've been making your way through my list! :o) scroll through and find "My Dream is Gone" and "Babies in Heaven"

Excellent going for 5, You can read Eulogy for my child, it expresses similar longing..
Good job, and keep it up.