Wow yeah if u really do feel this way please dont! it wud hurt me to hear that another person just died! it wud suck so much! dont cut urself i used to b a cutter but i quit when i met lacey i did it 2wice after that but she asked me to quit she used to overdose on her pills to then i had asked her to quit that so we both agreed n now we just deal with the anger n pain by talking to somone like she talks to beth (who i dont trust) n i talk to john..just u need to talk to someone please dont die please! i wud miss you my lezbian friend very much....unless ur bisexual but anyways u no wut i mean lol id still mss you.....great poem tho... :)