Omg hun!! this is sad, and you really have a way for wordz...but i have one thing to say, dont ever regret anything you have done, b/c then you wouldnt be the person you are today, and alwayz be proud of who you are hun! i'm alwayz here right beside ya if you ever need it!! take care and keep writing, you are soo gifted!!
~Luv Alwayz Knoxy