Dear lovestruckfreak,
I know I haven't been talking to you lately, but I was told if I did talk to again I would be suspened from school. Not only that but if you talk to me the teacher wants me to get a restraining order. I don't want to go to that extreme. And you were way out of line calling me what you did! You really did hurt me. You think it was so easy for me to get over what happened between us but your wrong just look at my arms! The scars on my arms and all over my body tell the pain and horror of my life. I may be dating someone else but i'm only to doing to keep myself occupied right now. I don't know if he cares about me but he gives me someone to talk to. Life isn't all cookies and candy for me right now so don't even expect me to feel sorry for you! Talk to me later if your up to it!

As Always
SiSi

Dear Nathan,
You have no idea what i'm going through right now. And in someway I guess I felt like you never understood. I guess that was my problem, I know you blame me for all your problems but you want to know something You can't blame me! Yeah I get that your angry but I am too. You hurt me as well, You hurt me bad nathan! And I really thought you were different. I thought what we had was something special but obviously I was the only who felt that way! I don't have to stop being depressed I have a right to be! PS if you really want to know what's happeing with me I already have a date when i'm going to die! Three days before Spring Break all your troubles will be over with! Hope you have a great life without me, After all you'll be much happier right?

As Always,
SiSi

I want to be your friend but you can't even look at me the same anymore! You never talk to me anymore and I would like it if you did.

I would love to be friends with you but I hate that you think i'm such a horrible person. I've beaten myself up enough time about this to last me the rest of my lifetime. But I still continue to do because I know I didn't deserve what I had. I don't like you thinking that i'm untrustworthy though. It breaks my heart to think that you think i'm easy or that i'm so bad that you can't even be friends with me! Please just talk to me!

I want to be your friend I really do but I won't be your friend until you tell me why it is that you think i'm so Horrible!?

If you think I am such a great person then please tell me whats being going on with you. I want to be here for you but your making it extremely hard!

If you were worried about me leaving that was never a issue I had. I have always been here to talk you through whatever it is. I have never really left. Please just talk to me about what happened it couldn't possibly be any worse than what i've been through! I'm always here if you need to talk. Don't ever forget that!

well fine talk to me later or something!

When do you want to talk sierra!!

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