Wow, that poem was intense!. Your a very good poet. Keep writing. And Jess i know that everyone keeps telling you to look ahead but yet they do not understand what you are going through. If they did then they would try to help you in another way. I have been to the point you have. The same state of mind as yours and the only way i got over it was when, the person that caused me that depression left. I do recommend you to see a psychiatrist and if you do, u have to let everything out, how u feel,etc. Dont hold anything in, no matter what it is because then you will not get better. If you ever need a buddy to talk to u can i.m. at SunshineLOLz19@aol.com. Hope to hear from you soon.

jess please dont do anything stupid, none of this is your falt, im here and always will be! be strong, please, dont let him win xx

Jess, please stay strong, I agree with poison ivy, they dont understand, but still one day it will all come together I know I don't really make sence but yeah And if you want to e-mail me or somthing I don't know of the addvice I could give but just know I'm here...

~Rain~

Oh poor you! were going through similar things then! I'll be ok just need some rest. I'll check out ur others later amanda :)

Here for you if you need a friend