emma...i dont understand why you hurt like this... i dont know how to describe how i feel right now, except that i wish i could take all your pain away... i wish i could trade you, emma... i really do..........

emma...i dont understand why you hurt like this... i dont know how to describe how i feel right now, except that i wish i could take all your pain away... i wish i could trade you, emma... i really do..........

you shouldn't wish to trade me. people shouldn't have to go through this. i'm basically used to it now. it's just like waking up. it's gonna happen and when it does, there's nothing i can do. most of the time i hate it, but wut are ya gonna do? i haven't found anything yet.