if you would just stop blaming yourself for one minute you would see that my sadness has nothing to do with you. it has very little to do with matt even. im over it, i can truly honestly say im over that rat bastard. i dont like him its a fact, but not becuase he broke me heart, but becuase he is a rat bastard!(it wont let me say any other bad words) he treats me like crap and doesnt care. its not my fault that i wake up every morning wanting to die, and it sure as hell aint yours. i would never blame you for my sadness lindsay. there is nothing to forgive of you. you are only guilty of falling in love...how is that a crime? i wud never let someone like him, or any other man, come between us lindsay. you are my lil lindz, my baby sister, if i dont blame you, why are you?