i'm really sorry my best friend...i know you're reading this...i wrote it after we got back from falls creek i'm sure you've found that out by now..its just i didn't know how to tell you this without it hurting you so i did it this way in hope that you read it and maybe understand a little of what i see you turning into. I'm always going to be here for you and you know that, even if it means me being so jealous of everything you have. Please don't be mad. I love you and i know you love me too. Just remember that when you start to almsot yell at me ok...