I've felt this way before, it sucks... But don't let it eat at you. Everyone has a purpose, because why would you even be on this Earth if you didn't? You are very talented at poetry, and I can't wait to read more from you! If you ever need to talk just email me at Theguitarteen2000@yahoo.com or if you have AIM my screename is Theguitarteen... 5/5