i dont think anyone can truly understand the anguish that you put into this poem unless they themselves have lost a father. as i have. it does get easier after a while. but in my case i feel guilty when it gets easier, like i should be greiving for him every day but some days i dont even think of him anymore. its hard, but you just have to try and keep you head up, its what he would have wanted
~*Freak*~