Hey girl...I've been there and I know it's hard, but you won't regret getting help. It may take a while and to be honest it never COMPLETELY goes away, but you can definitely go back to living a normal life again. I know what it's like to have parents be anrgy/sad/disapointed because of it.

As for your poem, I think in some places it could be a little more poetic, but over all it's good.

Best of luck and stay strong-
Allison

Good work