Hey, i just wanted to say that God is real he is the best thing that ever happened to me. He is amazing and even though sometimes it feels like hes not there he is, and sometimes you dont understand what hes doing, or maybe you dont see sighns when they are right there, he will always love you. If you want to talk some more about figuring this out maybe i could help, just add my name to msn if you have it (erica9707@hotmail.com) thanks and i really hope you figure this out
my prayers are with you,
erica*